i had a high school friend that died early in her 20s. i did not know her a lot but i feel sorry for her leaving this world. but now since i feel lost(?), at least she never felt lost. idk what i'm talking about.
no one know what happen to us, after we died. are we just wait until doomsday? well, i feel bad for our ancestors that had been died a looooong time ago, they have been waiting forever.
or are we go to 'seminar' and have another chance to live on earth? do reincarnation really happen? if so, do you always gonna be human in your next life? can you be a cat? or a tree?
or we just go straight either to heaven or hell? i heard either heaven nor hell have their own level. but why? why such place following human categorization? or is it just how human simplified their understanding?
or that is really the end?
ah,
human ask too many questions.
whatever it is i think what i believe is that death can be the next chapter. whether its to pay what we have done in our previous life, harvesting the good deeds we had done or other unexplained things human never understands.
its really hard to say but if i had to die, i hope no one, not even my mom feels sad.
its just the way it is.
that do not feels right at all, but...
this post sounds like a goodbye note, but...
this is just what i think.
its really important to have clear goals/destinations.
its easy to feel like this (lost?) once the goals nor the destinations become blur for whatever reason
why we exist anyway?
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