a scene in a movie

i relearn the death of a friend that i briefly mention here not so long ago. i was wondering if i need any closure. but i moved on just fine the first time i know about it. even though it might be because i don't have the time and energy to think about it that much, i also have no one to talk to either.

today i watch an old Korean movie, Bleak Night. its about a father try to finding out why his son's life comes to an end. the circumtances are quite weird since one of his son's best friend moved not long before the accident (friend A) and the other did not show up on his funeral (friend B). 

i won't spoil anything. but its not outright stated that the son is committing suicide (through the end), even when how things are potrayed, the tension and revelation makes us connecting the dots toward that way.

one thing friend A said to friend B when they finally met is, "you don't have to tell me anything, but his father deserve to know..." and that's exactly what happen. friend B finally have the courage to meet his friend father and tell the story, but we, the audience, did not know the full story.

its because the audience did not deserve the whole truth.

that's when i realize i don't need any closure. i was merely a scene in a movie and i'm not the main character.